pending.

So this is the first break in a long time in which I didn’t make a LIST. It’s been that busy I suppose. I also know that a huge part of me didn’t find the desire to either. With all the mumbo jumbo I was dealing with in SD, I kinda wished (and still do) that I could just stay there longer maybe even for the summer to just continue on my track. this summer seems to me as a stopper to the flow I got accustomed to this year. Packing all my things to bring back home seems so inconvenient because I’m only going to have to put it all in the house in a couple weeks.

The hassle of transferring my work info, the annoying-ness of my csulb class getting canceled…those were supposed to be the reasons for coming home. (minus also seeing those I care about) school and work. The idea was to make money and continue school. Now that I found out the class was canceled, I’m looking for another job. Summer is the perfect opportunity to do the things I couldnt do during the school year.

Im probably underestimating this summer…so we’ll see

My brothers definitely mean more than the world to me. I couldn’t ask for a better pair. I thought I was lucky with just one brother, but two is amazing. I selfishly love the fact that I’m the only girl in the family. I feel if there were one more of me that’d be hell brought into this world. Me and my mom are crazy enough thank you very much. But anyways, I love my brothers. I’m pretty lucky to have them in my life. They keep me grounded and definitely give me many different angles to look at things in life. I’ve got my girl perspective, my guy perspective from kuya, and my boy’s perspective from machoo. I love the way my family is. Even, dare I say it, with all it’s annoying parts as well. o__0 kinda…the annoying frustrating portions I love a little less though. But I guess that’s part of what makes my family dynamic unique. Anyways, goodnight :) Imy fambam!! 12 more days